Today was just as bad as yesterday. They did give him a morphine pump so that he can control his pain medicine. He walked around three different times. They took out the catheter but would have to put it back in if he hadn’t done his business by 7:30pm. He wasn’t able to so the catheter went back in:( The kids have not seen Chris since Sunday. He has just felt too awful. My dad stayed with Chris last night and will again tonight. And my mother is taking care of the kids. Incase you might be wondering Chris’ mom and dad are in China where they are teaching English at a University (don’t ask me which one). I know they’d be here helping wrestle with the children or making sure that Chris was comfortable at the hospital and I know they are hurting just as much as we are. Some good has come out of all of this. . . I took my scrap booking stuff to the hospital today where I proceeded to try to catch up on 6 years of Jacob and start a scrapbook for Katie:) I'm not to crazy about scrap booking but Chris doesn't want any noise or light so I needed to find something to do. We have also met some wonderful people. There is this wonderful family that gives me hope that one day all of my children will get along. They are a great example to me. They have been so kind to Chris and me. They even helped me carry in my scrap book supplies (you’d think I was moving in). Thank you to all of you who are taking care of my children (church leaders, school teachers, friends, family etc) this is hard on them. They are each acting out in a different way. I’m afraid to come home at night. I’m either being loved to death or yelled at. I love them so much and I hate to see them hurting. Pray for a better day I know my kids want to see their dad:) Love, Ricki